A minute of silence

I'm feeling so alone right now.
It's not that I don't have anyone. There will always be someone.
But some things just go away. They just end. They guide you until you are able to walk by your own feet and then say goodbye.
I will miss it. That support when eternal sadness just swallows me, that frayed guide that helped me countless times to go back to my own path, that understanding feeling expressed by words and melodies like if I have created them in secret just to comfort my inner self.
Sad ideas turned into hope, weak thoughts turned into strength to fight all the demons and all the unbelievers, dark emotions enlightened and used as a gun to shoot a hail of love bullets against all the vampires. The power of youth running in my vains, coming out from my mouth in the form of a teenage song, an anthem of the rebels, the lullaby of the lost in despair, a vibration to keep us alive, holding us back from all the evil.
Maybe this is a sign that I must move on, keep what I already have craved in my soul. It's like if I was waiting until the right moment to break free and rule my world with all my passion. I was in the backstage, without self confidence. Now I need to practice what I have learned all through this years. I need to show off, to wield my sword and run.
It may look silly. But it is not. I'll miss them. I already miss them. Now I realize how important they were to me, I don't know why. It's a strong conection, a link that was always there during my evolution and helped on developing part of who I am today, one of the kids from yesterday.
Because of them and all the other ones that have already faded, I'll show that nothing is in vain. I need to enjoy everything like if it was the last day, I need to make some noise, I need to sing it for the world. I will never give up on my dreams and will fight to turn them into reality. Keep running.
We'll all dance along to the tune of your death. My heart will always beat in the spirit of those sick melodies that carry a message, an idea, carry all the love of what we think it's right and make this world a better place.
I will honor my mission, my name, my spirit, my soul.
I'm not alone anymore. Like I said, there will always be someone. And even if I should walk alone, at least there were someone once. And that's enough.