Say That You Don't Care

I have less than half an hour
Still need to take a shower (clean my soul)
And I'm wondering
Why am I doing this?

Sometimes it feels so right
Like if there was a light (elevate my soul)
But then facts remind me
Just sometimes

So obvious to me
And I don't know if you can see
Getting exposed
When all this should be closed

Is not that I don't care
If I don't stop to stare
For a second or even more
But I beg you please
Say that you adore
But if there is no chance
And you keep me restless
Just finish this
And say at least that you don't care

You don't care
I know
You don't care after all
You don't care
I know
You won't...

Do you like to be blind?
Or isn't this clear to your mind? (clean your mind)
Maybe too intense
For a month or two

Why aren't you bad?
Something that I couldn't stand (just fly away)
So then I would learn to forget this
Bullshit

So obvious to me
And I don't know if you can see
Maybe now everyone knows
And I'll bleed till get as red as this rose

Is not that I don't care
If I don't stop to stare
For a second or even more
But I beg you please
Say that you adore
But if there is no chance
And you keep me restless
Just finish this
And say at least that you don't care

You don't care
I know
You don't care after all
You don't care
I know
You won't even hear this song

But it's not your fault
I wanted to get this far
I know I'm not in your thought
I just stopped driving the car
And crashed
To live a dream
A bad dream
And get smashed

Is not that I don't care
If I don't stop to stare
For a second or even more
And fuck off
Just leave and ignore
There was never a chance
This is the final test
Just finish this fast
And say at last...

Go kiss my ass!